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Goodbye for now by sh4d0wqu33n, literature

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Goodbye for now

The smoothness of your lips, the sparkle in your eyes. Your hands rest on my hips, now we're saying our goodbyes. What I think hurts the most is that we once had our chance. But you're slipping away like a ghost, and we're forgetting the steps to our dance. I don't want to lose you, now that you're finally mine. I'd be lying if I had to tell you that I need to leave you behind. The problem here isn't ours. No one else can understand how slowly passing are the hours until we're hand-in-hand. Through all of the wrong, we've found our own right. So just listen to our song as we say goodnight.

Your Little Puppet by sh4d0wqu33n, literature

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Your Little Puppet

"I'm pathetic," "Stupid," "And worthless" All thoughts Racing through my head How do you always control my emotions? As if you have me attached to a string [My mind, body, and soul] You, yourself, control me. But now, now this string has been torn Please tell me [My puppet master] Who has control now? 'Cause I can't do this myself I've lived as your puppet far too long You can't just cut the strings, And expect me to be fine. [I'm not fine]

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This is me by sh4d0wqu33n, literature

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This is me

One single tear Slides down her face But brushes it quickly away Leaving no trace She walks down the hall Being envied by all Forcing herself to look forward Forcing herself to think tall She walks herself home And takes a look in the mirror But her vision is blurred She wishes it were more clear She looks beyond her smile Beyond all that eyes can see And she realized With a single tear sliding down her face "This is me"

Outcast by sh4d0wqu33n, literature

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Outcast

As a kid my place was known, id go out and play then go home. it was easy to get dirty, but so hard to get clean, back then it didnt matter if your weaknesses were seen. being so young i guess i didnt really care, because i was accepted just about everywhere. everyone was friends no matter what you wore, back then there was no one causing your heart to be sore. we were all friends playing hide and go seek, it was times like those that made your heart unweak. there was no bottling up your emotions at that age, but then you grew up, advanced to the next stage. being a few years older you felt more mature, hanging out and planning y

Deepest friend by sh4d0wqu33n, literature

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Deepest friend

When you search from within, You should find your deepest friend. When you look in the mirror do you like what you see? Are you happy with the way your life has turned out to be? Search your soul ever so deep, For your memories that you want to keep. Once you have a dream don't let go, Until it's reached no one will know. Only you can decide, On what to tell and what to hide. To search your soul and know your inner being, Gives your life the truest meaning. When you search from within, You should find your deepest friend.

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One by Roo-kie, literature

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One

1 AM and the phone's not ringing tonight, fall asleep but don't wake up to a warm body and a warm heart. Tell yourself it's okay he loves, misses, wants, longs for you too and everything will be fine. 1 hour later the words burned into your mind. Reading four day old love poems and reminiscing about yesterday hugs and week ago kisses to ease the pain. You're such a stupid girl. 1 day after the goodbyes and the regret still sits heavy. Oh, to take back such words and replace them with silly inside jokes and subtle I love yous. 1 more time reading

Illusion after the downpour by Roo-kie, literature

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Illusion after the downpour

Maybe the world was gray today, or maybe I'm just seeing things in black and white because it makes it easier to deny that you're as bright and beautiful without me there. Why do I keep crashing as hard as I can into you? The irony of it all is I'm the nicotine in the cigarette you breathe but the least you could have told me was you're a mess and you're just as weak as me. Don't collapse and cry on my shoulder if the message is Baby, I miss you so much and it hurts without you. [hush hush, I'm still waiting] I had to find myself because I won't live through you or under you and I can't find the place

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United States
Deviant for 18 years
She / Her

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Personal Quote: You cant wish on a broken star

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nirvana, hinder, nickleback, pink floyd

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sh4d0wqu33n

Apr 21, 2007

To him

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Dear boy that just recently broke my heart, I miss everything about you! I miss the way I could always call you; I wish I didnt need a reason.  I miss the way I could call you hunnie and laugh about it later. I miss your smile and the way you'd always laugh, I wanna see it just one more time. Your eyes still havent left my mind but I miss seeing them for real, there's something about them, some kind of security. I miss our perfect fantasy life that we would lead. I miss talking to you late at nite about nothing. We would stay up during all hours of the nite. Ya know for the most part I can still remember EVERYTHING youve ever said. The way y

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sh4d0wqu33n

Apr 20, 2007

Anyone want a hug?

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Haha  a couple friends and I had a hug war... I lost, it makes me sad... Rules: Couldnt hug anyone in our group Couldn't hug and of the same people I got denied by a lot of people.. =(... End result... Leah-82... Chase-55... me- 30.. How sad... It was fun though. I've wrote a lot of poems and songs lately, but nothing worth submitting. Plus some of it is pretty personal... I love how so many of my friends are turning there backs on me because I'm trying to change for the better. Why can't you support my decisions?! If you were really my friends you would.. But whatever... It's pathetic that people are talking crap about me at school wh

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sh4d0wqu33n

Apr 8, 2007

My mind is racing

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I don't know what to do or think anymore. I honestly truely don't... My life just seems to be completely falling apart before my eyes. There is nothing I can do to change it.. With one good thing that happends 10 bad things come, no joke. It's really starting to fuck with my emotions. I find myself hoping nothing good happends because I don't want to deal with the bad things afterwords. My mind is racing a mile a minute, I dont know what I'm SUPPOSE to do, or even what I WANT to do.... I wan't it all to just go away.... Please someone come save me from this hell... As I sit here I hear Landen and my mom laughing, and it makes me wish I was l